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| i never cheated
and i told you in hopes that you would tell him...
omg, ana, you see, i finally realize
its like, i did it so you would tell him, and then he would confront me, and then i could say "why are you believing other people?" just like he alwasys did
you see?
thats not the whole of it though.
he blew up at me, for simply asking about what was going on
and then i snapped, i thought about telling him that i did cheat, but decided against it
then it slipped out during a fight, and he was devastated.
and i liked it immensely, because it meant he was listening, it meant he finally cared about something
he cared about me,
he was angry, but it was passion none the less
he could have given a shit less about me half the other time, but now he cared, because i was no longer the innocent girl that he could dominate
now i realize why wives snap and kill their husbands
it is because when the beg for mercy, the passion rises to the surface, in a flurry, and they confess their love and beg for mercy
mercy for how they treated their wife.
they finally realize, their not a docile subservient creature
and then they feel joy, the men the loved so dearly return the feelings they've felt for so long.
but if they agree, and give them a chance to live, they are allowing him to dominate them again, so they kill him.
because it finally means that they were calling the shots
a crime of passion
and now i understand
it hasnt gone that far, of course.
but i understand the feeling
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| dont ya just hate it when people go to boy scout camp for six days and they forgot to bring their phone charger so you cant talk to them for a whole week, EVEN THOUGH your having a major mental breakdown and you have no one to talk to except the mailbox on their phone?!? grr...I DO!!!!! FOR THOSE OF YOU IT SUCKS MAJOR ASS! well i think that is enough bitchin for one entry...! IM GOIN TO HAWAII IN A WEEK AND THREE DAYS!yea,, xl*does the happy dance*lx byez. luv ya'll. i miss you mike, come back... jk jk. | | |
| hey everybody. so... need to update more often than like every two weeks but ANYWAYS...i am no longer searching. i said in my last entry that i was search for a new best friend, but not anymore! MIKE IS MY BESTSET FRIEND!!!! go to his xanga teenage__usa, its cool. but ya he is always there 4 me when i need to talk and im always there for him when he needs me. guys are so much better then girls at being b/f's ya no! | | |
| hello. i havent entered anything in a while cuz my internet has been down. so yesterday i went 2 the beach w/ chris and henry and a bunch of other people and i took sabrina w/ me. it was fun but the rip tides came in early and we couldnt go swimming. i wonder if meg is gonna read this or tay,or lexi, or any of the people im not so close to. due to recent events im desperately seeking a best friend whom i can tell things to and the " mothers network" wont be swarming the next day with my personal life. but then again lol0 is back frm canada so i FINALLY have some one to talk to. o, by the way who is poohbear157? i dont no u so stop leaving comments plz. and i dont think micheals grandma has a computer so there is no need 2 post stuff regaurding him. but if she does: hi micheal! the party sucked ass anyways,so u didnt miss much.
on a less personal note, i would like 2 address the problem of enviormental stress. at the rate that were going, without any "higher power" intervening, we will destroy the earth ourselves. so unless u would like 2 beresponsible for placing earth in the next ice age, or worse:heat wave, use your cars as little as possible and use electricity instead of gas/petoleum products to run your electonics.
peace out thanks 4 listening.
--kristi | | |
| heY pEopLe, i got some apologizing 2 do... about all the stuff that went on monday and the whole henry thing; sorry tay but what happens, happens. truth be told, i couldnt have possibly "done this to you," cuz i did it to him, , and you dont own him or the bill of rights he has as a man. yur not even going out w/ him or ne thing. and dont say i dont no what it feels like cuz i do, butcha gotta move on or your gonna be the same as your always telling me not to be!!!
NEWAYS (deep breath) im sorry to meg fer blowing up @ u over shit and im gonna come up w/ new steps... ha ha ha ha ha>>
so bye for now. oh! check out muffinfilms.com ...vendetta of "making feinds" is my idol...
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